So I am alone in my house dealing with the fact that I may have Cancer again. I moved here to San Diego five years ago, after my divorce. My sister filed for divorce a short time later. Does it run in our blood?I don't know , all I know is I thought coming home to my family meant we would see eachother and spend loads of time together. I was wrong. It's seems that we are just as far away from eachother no matter the distance.
I have been ill on and off five years. It took time to situate after the divorce, we left with nothing and he gave no support, emotional or financial towards raising the girls. I found out I had Thyroid Cancer Three years ago. It was a shocker, the whole incident was shocking but I dealt with it. One thing I had the most trouble was when I called Jonny, the childrens father, to tell him I was out of surgery. I guess I was looking for sympathy.
Well, he just laughed and hung up the phone on me. I was so very sad. But I hung in there, and survived, and went back to work. A few months later I was fired, heck I've been so sick, Every one quit after that. Except my sister. If they didnt fire me we would all still be together.
I helped my sister get a job interview and she has managed to keep her name out of trouble at my old company. As she moves up , I was moved out, she left her husband on friendly terms, (she held stuff over him), Me and my ex parted on vulgar terms( I turned his ass in), Her ex paid for her car Zero a month due, I have two repos and I am about to lose the Kia (I pay 345 a month), My income goes from 78,000 to 23,000, she gets the bonus I helped the team get, she gets parties and raises. She rents a room to my college from work and gets 500 rent, alimony and child support of a few hundred every other week, she now earns at least 43,000. Heres the clentcher, a few weeks ago I anticipate needing to share expenses, shoot since I have moved here, I have sugessted we move in togehter, the other day I went to B and asked her, since her husband is in the military, she says she doesnt want to drive me crazy , I say I dont care, but she gaffed me. Well the two of them just got a place together, what just happened there, do I stink?
I moved here to be near my family and give my children foundation, I am their only rock. Instead I am sick and a mess, Everyone has deserted our family, and one day the girls will desert me too. Please tell me it isnt so...
